I turned my blog on private for a little while, because I didn't really have much to say nor the time to say it...superficially, I still don't. But life is changing and even though what I write may not be of importance to anyone but me, it is still a hobby I enjoy doing :)
What is important to you? Is it money, family, friends, religion, customs, security, peace of mind? All of the above? I'd say so. I'd say I'm pretty well off for my age, but being well off came with a price and that was having to grow up. I have a decent job that I love as much as I despise. I have a wonderful, secure home where I'm rasing three hellians (my cat, my dog, and my husband hehe), and I have independence. I have been out on my own since I was 18 years old and in these two or so years, other than birthdays, I've gotten hardly any money at all from my parents. Everything else is me and my husband. And now, I'm the "breadwinner" of the family and it's definitely something to get used to.
It's tough being where I'm at; not knowing if i should do this or do that. And not knowing exactly where i stand when it comes to friends. All i know is that I liked my life before, but I love my life now. Sure, I feel like some people step on my toes by trying to be who I used to be, do the things I used to, and be friends with the people used to be friends with, but it's whatever. My life has completely altered and while you may be trying to live the life I used to live, I've already lived it...and I've moved on and am starting a new chapter. Life is mine for the taking and I'm so ready to embrace these changes.
Because I like change. Change is what makes the world go round. Sure, I hate losing friends and growing distant from people I never thought I would. But life goes on. And if their life can go on without me, then so can mine. 
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