i don't care for your fairytales.

although i've heard this song before in the past, it means and says something different to me now.

"once upon a time in a faraway kingdom,
man made up a story said that I should believe him.
go and tell your white knight that he's handsome in hindsight,
but I don't want the next best thing.
so I sing and hold my head down and I break these walls round me
can't take no more of your fairytale love"

i dont't believe in fairytales, but that could be just me and i don't want to discourage anyone else. i am married to a wonderful man; a man who supports me and loves me no matter what.
he is everything i could've ever asked for.
blessing? yes.
fairytale? no.
it's hard; relationships are hard; marriage is hard; love is hard.
i sure hope we end up "happily ever after" but there is so much in between the "i do"s and the forever...i have no doubt that we'll make it through, but it's no easy task. there is not one other person i'd rather go through it with though. so i guess thats good, right?